Ximplicity v2.0

Sorry i’ve been missing in action long enough until i think i’ve lost all my readers..

anyway, i’ve been living a very hectic life ever since the beginning of June, and it’s been killing me.

things just piled up if you leave it there for a day..

just 1 day ago, i was still all contented and positive about what’s lying ahead

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however, when things start to pick up, when people giving good responses and me being all energized up..

fate decided to play a little joke on me.

received a call from a buddy about an opportunity with very tempting reward.

it came at the right time though, when i was at my worst condition, financially.

it didn’t come at the right time, since it put me onto the toughest crossroad i’ve ever come about.

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should i give in to reality on the expense of what i finally long for?

i hope i’ve made the right decision as it affects not only me, but someone else who is counting on me for a better tomorrow..

and i certainly hope what i’m going through tomorrow is going to worth all the anxious and insomnia i’m going through right now..

perhaps pat was right, “Gamble is a game you need to have money to play with, if you’re running out of ammo, then you’ve no choice. the answer is obvious”

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decision is always difficult to make, but it has to be made.

and the moment of truth will be 12 hours from now.

i’ve chosen to give in to reality, because it had been hitting me hard enough.

moreover, i’m no longer living life alone, sense of commitment has driven and is driving me crazy.

because i have made a promise i must keep.

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let’s hope for the best tomorrow…

if it goes well, life, will be very different.

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Now Listening: David Gray - Sail Away

only a year ago, its predecessor rocked the mobile world

now, i just can’t imagine how could any sane person can resist this…

WELCOME THE ALL NEW iPhone 3G

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now with two colors somemore!!!

goodness…. how beautiful is it?

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and it’s at an even LOWER PRICE when the petrol price hike like fuck.

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watch the ever damn blady good apple AD >HERE<

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enough said, the only feature it let me down, however is the fact that it is not Video Call enabled..nevermind, i still want one !!!!

i wonder when will it come to Malaysia? any donor by the way??

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Now Listening: Goo Goo Dolls - Strange Love

I guess we’ve been reading and hearing a lot of news about Tibet and we’ve seen enough of mottos like:

Free Tibet!!

Free Tibetans!!

Gives Tibet back to the Tibetans!!

Gives Humanitarian to Tibet!!

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Seriously speaking la…

What do we know about Tibet, China, Tibetan and Humanitarian Rights?

or,

How much do we actually know about the relationship among these 3?

ask yourself la..

or,

you can try this:

“Describe what you know about Tibet Issue in your own words without any help from google”

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you don’t need to challenge me, because i can tell you i know shit about the Tibet Issue though it has been around since the 60s, most importantly, i don’t fucking care because i’m not here to side either. i chose to STAY NEUTRAL on this topic.

however, what i’m sure is that this is definitely not an overnight issue, the history between China and Tibet must have been longer than any great grandfather stories, with thousands of twists in between. a twisted great grandfather story which involves Tibet, China, Politics, Political interests, Economical Interests, blah blah blah.

when things got politically involved, it could be messier than your pubic hair.

just look at our own Malaysia Political scene, it’s muddier and dirtier than Klang River.

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now tell me, who are we to say Tibet does or does not belong to China?

Tell me, who are we to say Tibetans do or do not need to be freed?

Tell me, do you even know TIBET is a blady Deriviated name given by Europeans?

tell me la….

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how many of them who shouted “FREE TIBET” has actually gone to Tibet THEMSELVES and STUDY THEIR CURRENT SITUATION?

what i was trying to say is: STOP SHOUTING MOTTOS JUST BECAUSE THE MEDIA PAINTS YOU A PICTURE.

simply shout motto DOES NOT mean you care, it just makes you look like morons because you don’t even know why you are shouting it. you want a good example? Sharon “fucking-stupid” Stone is a damn blady good one.

if you really care, READ the history and STUDY the current situation before you pick any side.

HERE’s a pretty nice article i read who stands on neutral ground as well

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and by the way, if you are seriously interested in picking any side, here’re some articles you should spend a little time reading, i’ve done the search for you

>HOW MUCH YOU REALLY KNOW ABOUT TIBET?<

i’ve also picked a few that really matters.

>About Tibet<
>Tibet Through Chinese Eyes<
>International Tibet Independence Movement<
>Tibet Overview on BBC<
>Why some Western media wage ‘asymmetric warfare’ on China<

Now, Start Reading!

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Now Listening: Goo Goo Dolls - Can’t Let It Go

was out at lunch with yapkevin, AGAIN…

damn i’ve been out too frequent with this fella, but i guess it’s good, coz he’s living a darn boring life recently and my job is to cheer him up, as he said.

anyway, over lunch today, the genius in us struck and we’ve decided to do some simple mathematics since we’ve been arguing on quitting smoking for quite a while now.

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i used to read an article about a cigarette would take away 5 minutes of our life’s.

so let’s see.

1 cigarette = 5 minutes

a pack = 20 cig = 20 x 5mins = 100mins

i finish a pack about 2 days.

hence, i smoke about 15 packs a month.

therefore in a month, cigarette takes away 15 x 100mins = 1500 minutes of my life.

there’re 12 months a year.

and that totals up to 12 x 1500mins = 18,000 minutes.

in terms of hours, that would be 18,000 / 60mins = 300 hours

and in terms of days, that would be 300 / 24hrs = 12.5 days

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conclusion: i lost 12.5 days every year by smoking a pack of 20s in 2 days

ok mah, not so scary what!!

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on the other hand, however, >>this<< made the numbers a lot more scarier…

and >>this<<!

and >>this<<!

and >>this<<!

and >>this<<!

and >>this<<!!!

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i think it’s time to cut down smoking…

damn it..

ah-vin, i think die healthier sounds like a better option bro!

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Now Listening: Flyleaf - Breathe Today

had lunch with my brother yapkevin and another buddy of ours Jeannie today.

and guess what?

YAP KEVIN, YOU KENA CAUGHT RED HANDED SMOKING !!!!!

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haha.. sorry, we were damn bored waiting for the food..

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Now Listening: Flyleaf - All Around Me

i guess, no one really likes it when a holiday ends…

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though it’s not a holiday where you enjoy the sun, sea and sand at Maldives.

nor a holiday which you can shop till you drop at Milan.

nor a holiday where you get to see the jaw dropping ancient ruins and awe over the wisdom of ancient civilization.

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it’s just a simple week-long “holiday” where you can enjoy at the end of a tired day with noone else but someone who’re so important to you, under the same roof you’ve been growing up, living a very normal life like everyone else.

have simple home cooked dinner.

be couch potatoes after dinner, watching what’s what on TV.

running simple chores.

grab a cig together on the balcony, gazing into the starry night.

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now only i realized how much i hate sleeping alone, in an empty room.

When Holiday ends, it means good bye…

no matter how difficult it actually is to say good bye..

no matter how difficult it actually is to stare into a wardrobe that is half emptied. i guess, i should find some time to fill the emptied racks..

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Now Listening: Maroon 5 - Won’t Go Home Without You

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

i’m going to donate 1/10 of my wealth to whoever telling me ima gonna make it that rich..

Happy Monday Blues ~

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How much money will you be worth?

once in a while, you’ll get those SMSes which you’ll read over and over again, wondering whether should you laugh or cry over it. but it definitely isn’t those forwarded chained joke smses.

i’ve got one of those just recently, just yesterday in fact, from my elder brother, the renowned blogger yapkevin himself.

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here you go his joke of the day.

“You fast fast get married la, i wan to dui u at ur wedding ah! I wan to help you eat roti wasabi and drink hadcore lemon juice ah!”

since when eating roti wasabi and drinking hardcore lemon juice had become the custom of getting married!?

and just in case you don’t understand “DUI” literally means “bottoms up!” in cantonese

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gosh, he must have been a little too stress at his work recently.

so stress the normal him just slipped a little off track and send me such sms at the end of a working day at around 5pm.

though i still don’t know whether i should cry, or laugh at the sms, it was definitely a good one, no doubt..

smses like this are the ones that keep our sense of humor going under great pressure, as well as our lives..

thanks bro ~

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Now Listening: Goo Goo Dolls - Give A Little Bit

sorry peeps, please don’t mind me of the vulgar title, but that was the exact words that pop into my mind while i was talking to these 2 young punks at Midvalley earlier today at Starbucks

Me: Hi, excuse me, sorry do you mind if we switch tables? because me and my friend need the power outlet for our notebooks, they’re out of juice and we’ve gotta work on something using the notebooks…
Fucker A: (staring at me) eh, do you feel like moving?
Fucker B: (shaking his cock like hairstyled chicken head) I’m very comfortable here
Fucker A: My friend doesn’t want to move, anyway, we are leaving soon (showing me his half empty glass and pointing to another emptied Caramel Mocha Venti plastic cup)
Fucker B: (he was giving me that blady fake friendly smile)
Me: oh okie, thanks.

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40 mins later

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the 2 motherfuckers still sticking their fat, tight ass to the chair, with his still half empty glass still in his hand and an already empty Caramel Mocha Venti. if we were to wait for the 2 of them to leave, we’d already be growing mushrooms..

i just don’t understand why are there such inconsiderate motherfuckers around. i mean, come on la, if i was ever them, i would’ve gladly switched the seats with someone who took the sincerity of walking up to me and tell me they were in need of the seat because the power outlet is just right behind my seat, Which, I WAS NOT USING IT AT ALL, and the other seat wasn’t that bad anyway. even if i don’t think the other seat was going to comfortable, i will definitely not hog the blady table like noone else’s business. i know, it’s other’s peoples business if they don’t feel like changing, but come on la pls, at least be someone courteous, and nice. by not saying “EH, DO YOU FEEL LIKE MOVING?”, give others some face la! dumbass…

anyway, the evil side of me took over and i took the “liberty” of snapping some photos off my lousy ciplak camera phone and post a very blurry ass photo of that 2 assholes..

Arsehole with his half emptied glass for 40mins (Fucker A).

Cock like Hairstyled Chicken head lala (Fucker B).

next time, be courteous..

and the both of you messed with the wrong fella la because i’m another evil fucker.. muahahaha !!

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Now Listening: David Gray - Nightblindness

got this piece of info while i was doing my usual morning reading…

it’s a piece of info abt quitting smoking

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the article states that: A successful attempt to quit smoking may depend on where women are in their monthly cycle, say scientists.

if menstrual cycle and hormone levels do affect the success rate of quitting.

so, how are guys going to quit smoking !!???

so, how am i gonna quit smoking?

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ermm….

i think that’s a damn blady good reason for me to not quitting..

wheeee ~

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Now Listening: Corinne Bailey Rae - Call me When You Get This