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had lunch with my brother yapkevin and another buddy of ours Jeannie today.

and guess what?

YAP KEVIN, YOU KENA CAUGHT RED HANDED SMOKING !!!!!

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haha.. sorry, we were damn bored waiting for the food..

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Now Listening: Flyleaf - All Around Me

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sorry for posting this up late..

it was released about a week ago already yet it’s not up here, been neglecting my blog a lot recently.

here you go, the BEST MUSIC VIDEO ever produced here in our home. :)

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MALAYSIA IS FOR MALAYSIANS

click >>HERE<< for more info about Malaysian Artiste for Unity.

access the above link to find all the variants of the Music Video, Produced Song, lyrics, etc

and hey..

HELP SPREAD THE WORDS LA !

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Now Listening: Various Artist - Here in My Home

 

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once in a while, you’ll get those SMSes which you’ll read over and over again, wondering whether should you laugh or cry over it. but it definitely isn’t those forwarded chained joke smses.

i’ve got one of those just recently, just yesterday in fact, from my elder brother, the renowned blogger yapkevin himself.

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here you go his joke of the day.

“You fast fast get married la, i wan to dui u at ur wedding ah! I wan to help you eat roti wasabi and drink hadcore lemon juice ah!”

since when eating roti wasabi and drinking hardcore lemon juice had become the custom of getting married!?

and just in case you don’t understand “DUI” literally means “bottoms up!” in cantonese

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gosh, he must have been a little too stress at his work recently.

so stress the normal him just slipped a little off track and send me such sms at the end of a working day at around 5pm.

though i still don’t know whether i should cry, or laugh at the sms, it was definitely a good one, no doubt..

smses like this are the ones that keep our sense of humor going under great pressure, as well as our lives..

thanks bro ~

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Now Listening: Goo Goo Dolls - Give A Little Bit

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got this piece of info while i was doing my usual morning reading…

it’s a piece of info abt quitting smoking

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the article states that: A successful attempt to quit smoking may depend on where women are in their monthly cycle, say scientists.

if menstrual cycle and hormone levels do affect the success rate of quitting.

so, how are guys going to quit smoking !!???

so, how am i gonna quit smoking?

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ermm….

i think that’s a damn blady good reason for me to not quitting..

wheeee ~

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Now Listening: Corinne Bailey Rae - Call me When You Get This

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finally i get to see my little non-biological nephew Eason, my brother’s son..

WHAT A CUTE THING !!!

goodness sake, he gave me that “umpph” to get married and have a little boy of my own immediately

damn, bringing him around in my arms, playing around with him, making him laugh, talking to him all made me felt like a daddy..

Cavin, darn it, soon you’ll have this sort of fun man !

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he has totally no fear of his first met uncle Ken and was happily lying in my arms him strolling around midvalley..

his only response to my ugly face was laughing, giglling and trying to grab my specs all the time.

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no matter how bad your day was going to be, once you see this cute little angel staring at you, smiling, giggling and laughing, all the blues will be swept away INSTANTLY…

looking forward for more meeting ups with this cute little thing and not to forget, snap his photos to make it into an album..

man, he just melt my heart away


Little Eason at Starbucks, Midvalley

Now Listening: James Blunt - Cry

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每一個人都有追尋自己夢想的自由,

也應該要有撇下牽掛, 踏出並衝向那段嚮往的生活的勇氣

更何況是一直以來本就已習慣了漂泊的人?

無論是再堅固的關係, 始終都得向生活的牽扯作出一個讓步

能夠放下牽掛大膽地邁向生命裡那未知數本身, 就已經是最大的勇氣

所以, 我們應該推, 而不是拉..

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縱然有著再深厚的感情, 然而我們卻也不得不認同..

人與人之間的感情, 因時間而堅實, 也因時間而虛化

人, 畢竟也只不過是一頭再實際不過的動物

一萬句深情款款的問候, 遠比不上一個堅而實的擁抱..

時間和距離, 究竟也可把最堅固的愛情變質,

更何況這是一個大家都知道”永遠”只不過是童話故事專用詞的歲月..

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“天下無不散之宴席”

這應該是一句每一個認識中文的人都應該會知道的諺語..

重點, 不在於即將散去的宴席和最美味的奇珍希餚, 而在於那宴席的過程

再不捨, 也沒有人應該在散去的宴座上留戀一片杯盆狼藉..

應該緊記的, 應該是那久散不去的菜香..

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飄, 也始終得有片落葉歸根的土地..

我絕不承諾我會駐守在這片土地上..

我不會, 也不能夠, 因為我也有我的路要走

但我一定會在這片土地上種一棵記憶的樹, 做一個印記..

能讓另一條路上的人在回首時, 遠遠就能看到那棵大樹, 並認住這片大家曾經的土地…

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我並不是他們說的特別冷靜, 更加不是冷血..

我不哭, 我不留, 我不喊..

卻不代表我不會不捨

只是, 太慣於權衡利弊的天秤性格告訴我:

“不捨, 應該是一種心境, 而不應該是一種心情.”

《馬陵道》 裡說過, “送君千里, 終須一別”

哭, 留, 喊只不過會讓一段送別更沉重..

讓離開的人多一份牽掛, 留下的人多一分苦澀

既然如此, 又何不笑著說珍重?

至少, 在往後的日子裡,

沒有人會只記得那段肝腸寸斷的送別, 而是在真切的期待下一次聚首的喜悅

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因為我始終相信:

“再見, 不應該是個句號, 而應該是個逗號, 因為我們要用感嘆號來完成我門的故事”

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Touched down and got home, it’s been a week away from home…

taking transit train and getting in and out of KLIA seemed to be part of my life now..

i’ve already forgetten the excitement when i first embarked on this little job that requires me to fly all the time..

the motivation now i have is how much shutter count i can kill, and the rich culture i’ve always wanted to see

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home, is such a beautiful name.

and it become even more beautiful when it means i could see you.

going away has been so heavy..

and going away has never been so energy draining..

not the work, nor the stress level..

but the energy needed to miss you

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all the time..

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Now Listening: Shayne Ward - Breathless

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Sorry, due to my ignorance and some other issues, Ximplicity was down for quite a while.

during this period of time, i received quite a number of messages asking me about why ximplicity was downto my realization, Ximplicity does have its readers..

but, i haven’t stopped writings, i have been doing the usual writings on google documents while the site is on its recovery process. am backtracking all the entries currently

you can find them HERE and HERE

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at the mean time, i would love to tell everyone who reads ximplicity,

THANK YOU very very much..

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i promise…

I WILL NOT LET THIS HAPPEN AGAIN

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Now Listening: 楊宗緯 - 讓

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可能是這幾天的天氣吧?
也可能是阿楊的哭腔吧..
這幾天一直重複又重複, 不停地在重複播著他的歌
連那同一個身影也是, 揮也揮散不去
重複又重複, 不斷地在侵蝕著我的思緒

幾天下來的心情, 總是好不起來,
想必是那個下微雨的晚上開始的吧?
為了一個沒有被兌現的電話..
雖然, 在那之前總已有預感會失望而歸
但我依然懷著一顆姑且的心, 滿懷壯志赴約..

已經忘了有多久沒有試過自己一個人呆坐在路邊攤, 等著一個不知道會不會響起來電話..
縱然明知道那應該會是一個沒有結果的晚上, 但我依然等著…
可我始終是忘了問自己:
等的, 究竟是什麼?

響, 電話在最後倒是響了,
當我看到了妳那一段話, 知道我希望落空的那一刻
我終於知道我等的是什麼了..
原來, 我只不過是想
見一見那重複又重複, 不斷地在侵蝕著我思緒的身影…
聽一聽那身影和我說話, 好讓我能有一點的時間去了解這一個身影…
也原來, 失望的酸楚竟然來的比其他任何的感覺都真實..

在車子裡飛馳著回家的路上, 當微雨打在臉上時..
我竟然不敢相信, 我再也分不清的是..
那, 究竟真的是雨水, 還是淚水..
還有, 那股失望的無力感, 真的很實在..

多少次了, 我很想說, 真的很想就這樣和妳說..
可是, 我真的提不起勇氣..
害怕的感覺, 腐蝕了我..
我沒有資格, 也沒有能力
我還看不見自己的未來, 又怎麼敢把妳也放進來?
難怪他們說
承諾, 不要隨便說出口
幸福, 應該是被兌現的承諾
在這一刻, 這一切竟然都是那麼的沉重
因為我不知道
我, 到底要怎麼給一個折了翅的天使一片能過翱翔的天空?

寫了一堆有的和沒的
突然覺得..
怎麼連提起筆寫我最拿手的方塊字, 再怎麼樣看起來都好像不太行
這麼多年來的寫作習慣告訴我..
我的腦子裡, 根本就是毫無頭緒, 根本就是亂的
所以, 方塊字也選擇了在這一刻, 離棄了我
更可笑的是, 我知道你有在讀我寫的文章, 可是當妳在讀這一篇文章時, 妳或許不知道這是寫給妳的..

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在天快亮之前, 我想說的只是:
洋蔥, 是我的歌, 不是妳的…
害怕的, 是我, 而不應該是妳…
因為, 承諾, 應該是我給妳的…
妳需要給的, 只不過是: 你勇敢的愛

Now Listening: 楊宗緯 - 幸福的風

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it was a tough day running around Shah Alam, Cheras and PJ
gasp a breath in between at coffee bean to have a word or two with Ms. J, trying to cheer myself up from the killing jam and ever piling stress..

however, at the end of the day
how i wished today’s conversation never actually happened…
what i realized almost made me feel like crashing the car to the side wall along Kesas Highway while on the way to Cheras

i’m confused..

damn fucking confused…

all of a sudden, i don’t know what to do anymore..
or rather, i don’t know how to go on from where i am anymore..

i wished i was given more time to let both of us know more about each other before she’d murmur that sweetest “yes” into someone else’s ear..
i wished i can open my blady mouth to ask for a chance for this little boy, but if i ever do, it’s happening too fast…
i wished i can take up the responsibility but i’m afraid no matter what i do now, it’s not gonna happen that soon…
i wished i could present myself to her as a dependable, trustworthy, responsible, caring and secured little boy.
and i also wished that the supreme being above can show some mercy and gimme enough time to tell her i mean what i said,

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unfortunately….

it seems like He is not going to show mercy..
and time doesn’t seem to be on my side as well…

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now, i only wished i have the blady courage to even just say something to let her know what’s on my mind…

but when it come to that person

i’m just so blady helpless..
so god damn blady helpless bcoz all i can do is only “wished“, NOTHING ELSE !!!

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DAMN IT…

DAMN IT…

DAMN IT…

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Now Listening: 楊宗煒 - 洋蔥

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