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Sorry i’ve been missing in action long enough until i think i’ve lost all my readers..

anyway, i’ve been living a very hectic life ever since the beginning of June, and it’s been killing me.

things just piled up if you leave it there for a day..

just 1 day ago, i was still all contented and positive about what’s lying ahead

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however, when things start to pick up, when people giving good responses and me being all energized up..

fate decided to play a little joke on me.

received a call from a buddy about an opportunity with very tempting reward.

it came at the right time though, when i was at my worst condition, financially.

it didn’t come at the right time, since it put me onto the toughest crossroad i’ve ever come about.

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should i give in to reality on the expense of what i finally long for?

i hope i’ve made the right decision as it affects not only me, but someone else who is counting on me for a better tomorrow..

and i certainly hope what i’m going through tomorrow is going to worth all the anxious and insomnia i’m going through right now..

perhaps pat was right, “Gamble is a game you need to have money to play with, if you’re running out of ammo, then you’ve no choice. the answer is obvious”

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decision is always difficult to make, but it has to be made.

and the moment of truth will be 12 hours from now.

i’ve chosen to give in to reality, because it had been hitting me hard enough.

moreover, i’m no longer living life alone, sense of commitment has driven and is driving me crazy.

because i have made a promise i must keep.

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let’s hope for the best tomorrow…

if it goes well, life, will be very different.

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Now Listening: David Gray - Sail Away

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Download Day

the new firefox certainly looks good!!

and it rocks too!!

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i’ve pledged and fulfilled my pledge, have you?

If you have not

Firefox 3

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Read this pretty interesting article on my feed and decided it’s really worth sharing..

so here you go.

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7 Habits of Losers - Are Your Buddies Keeping You Back?

1. Sees a problem in every opportunity
A loser is a poor judge of the choices he makes. He sees negativity in Positivity. He sees scares in abundance. He sees a problem in every opportunity. He’s a troll looking for failure as an outcome to justify his lack of action. He thinks others are lucky for their achievements to abscond with his inept to achieve anything of significance.

2. Passes the buck
A loser is low on the fuel of self-esteem. He lacks confidence to achieve anything in life. He sees himself as a victim of the cruelty life inflicts on him. He feels that others are to blame for his failures as life is not fair to him.

3. Uses antagonistic phrases
A loser lives the life of antagonism. He uses statements like, “It’s not my job,” or “I’m not responsible for that” to discern their negativity.

4. Cuts losses quickly
A loser feels pride in making swift moves from a career to another career or from one business to another. He is deft at justifying another dream until a new whim arrives with a new dream. He wants to do lots of things but finds ways to rationalize doing nothing. His confidence in a career or business lasts until he finds another career or a business.

5. Hooked up on cable and lottery drug
A loser squanders time by watching TV for more hours than engaging in meaningful action. He strives for instant gratification by following celebrities and playing lottery with the hope of striking rich overnight.

6. Seeks approval from others
A loser tends to please others in everything he does. He refuses to think and act on his own behalf. He yields to others the ability to create his opinion of himself.

7. He doesn’t know what he wants from life
A loser seeks approval from others rather than approval from his inner-self. He sees life from the lenses of instant gratification. His opinion about life swings faster than that of a politician. He truly never knows himself well to find a purpose.

A loser is a dream-buster armed with a weapon of negativity to squash your purpose. Beware, if you find one, report to us immediately and either correct their ways, correct the level of credence you place on their words, or distance yourself.

Your reward is waiting for you with a life of abundance.

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this entry is a repost, for the full article, click >HERE<

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Now Listening: Goo Goo Dolls - We’ll Be Here

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on May 5th, we saw this on youtube.com:

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and now, a month later…

HOLY SHIT !!

if you ever follow the Automotive Industry News, you would’ve seen this by now.

it’s by far the coolest ever concept design i’ve ever seen, and man, it has got one hell of a damn sweet name

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ok, without further ado, peeps, please meet

GINA

 

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now, if you don’t mind, GINA would love to ask Herbie to step aside…

for more info, goto BMW Web TV.

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Now Listening: Goo Goo Dolls - Feel The Silence

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Eventually, i think you’re right.

it’s better if i have not read any.

because at the end of the day, what i’ve gotten are more questions than answers

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it took me a while to decide..

eventually i did though..

took away the RSS from your site so it stops feeding me questions than answers.

and so i’ve decided not to read anymore, but to start writing again.

anyway, i’ve neglected ximplicity long enough till there’re complaints

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but please.. don’t you misunderstand.

i don’t read, does not mean i don’t talk

for i still love and enjoy every single second we’re talking and sharing.

and for whichever role i’m playing in your life as you assume.

i still do….

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Now Listening: 李聖傑 - 收放自如

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only a year ago, its predecessor rocked the mobile world

now, i just can’t imagine how could any sane person can resist this…


WELCOME THE ALL NEW iPhone 3G

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now with two colors somemore!!!


goodness…. how beautiful is it?

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and it’s at an even LOWER PRICE when the petrol price hike like fuck.

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watch the ever damn blady good apple AD >HERE<

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enough said, the only feature it let me down, however is the fact that it is not Video Call enabled..nevermind, i still want one !!!!

i wonder when will it come to Malaysia? any donor by the way??

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Now Listening: Goo Goo Dolls - Strange Love

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I guess we’ve been reading and hearing a lot of news about Tibet and we’ve seen enough of mottos like:

Free Tibet!!

Free Tibetans!!

Gives Tibet back to the Tibetans!!

Gives Humanitarian to Tibet!!

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Seriously speaking la…

What do we know about Tibet, China, Tibetan and Humanitarian Rights?

or,

How much do we actually know about the relationship among these 3?

ask yourself la..

or,

you can try this:

“Describe what you know about Tibet Issue in your own words without any help from google”

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you don’t need to challenge me, because i can tell you i know shit about the Tibet Issue though it has been around since the 60s, most importantly, i don’t fucking care because i’m not here to side either. i chose to STAY NEUTRAL on this topic.

however, what i’m sure is that this is definitely not an overnight issue, the history between China and Tibet must have been longer than any great grandfather stories, with thousands of twists in between. a twisted great grandfather story which involves Tibet, China, Politics, Political interests, Economical Interests, blah blah blah.

when things got politically involved, it could be messier than your pubic hair.

just look at our own Malaysia Political scene, it’s muddier and dirtier than Klang River.

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now tell me, who are we to say Tibet does or does not belong to China?

Tell me, who are we to say Tibetans do or do not need to be freed?

Tell me, do you even know TIBET is a blady Deriviated name given by Europeans?

tell me la….

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how many of them who shouted “FREE TIBET” has actually gone to Tibet THEMSELVES and STUDY THEIR CURRENT SITUATION?

what i was trying to say is: STOP SHOUTING MOTTOS JUST BECAUSE THE MEDIA PAINTS YOU A PICTURE.

simply shout motto DOES NOT mean you care, it just makes you look like morons because you don’t even know why you are shouting it. you want a good example? Sharon “fucking-stupid” Stone is a damn blady good one.

if you really care, READ the history and STUDY the current situation before you pick any side.

HERE’s a pretty nice article i read who stands on neutral ground as well

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and by the way, if you are seriously interested in picking any side, here’re some articles you should spend a little time reading, i’ve done the search for you

>HOW MUCH YOU REALLY KNOW ABOUT TIBET?<

i’ve also picked a few that really matters.

>About Tibet<
>Tibet Through Chinese Eyes<
>International Tibet Independence Movement<
>Tibet Overview on BBC<
>Why some Western media wage ‘asymmetric warfare’ on China<

Now, Start Reading!

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Now Listening: Goo Goo Dolls - Can’t Let It Go

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at this point of time, i’m sure most blogs on the net would be blogging about the craziest petrol hike in Malaysia history ever.

Petrol, Diesel Prices To Increase At Midnight Tonight

PUTRAJAYA, June 4 (Bernama) — Petrol and diesel prices will go up by 78 sen and RM1 per litre respectively at midnight tonight, Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi announced Wednesday.

The prime minister said the new price for petrol at the pump would be RM2.70 per litre and diesel, RM2.58 per litre.

Abdullah told a news conference at his office the Cabinet had agreed on a cash rebate for Malaysian owners of private cars and motorcycles to ease the burden of the rise in the fuel prices.

Read the full story from Bernama >HERE<

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RM0.78 hike for RON97 petrol..

RM0.78!!!!!

it’s a blady RM0.78 hike!!!!!!!

can you fucking believe that!?

sigh…

pak lah, do you have any idea what the fuck are you doing?

i can already sense there’ll be protest coming up somewhere, sometime, SOON….

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am tired queuing up like a fucking retard just to fill up the tank like every other poor bastard.

will write more tomorrow.

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good night, poor Malaysians who’ll be getting poorer…

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Now Listening: MYMP - The closer i get to you

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