Ximplicity v2.0

read this article off my feed reader and my jaw dropped…

how the hell on earth could this happened? what the fuck is these people thinking?

i just realized MMORPG could really ruin someone’s life..

read the full article here

a friend’s brother of mine was so damn blady addicted to WoW he played the game ALL THE FUCKING TIME, and man he can really ignore everything, his parents, family, school, his friends, etc. and it went on until he passed out due to exhaustion and dehydration according to the doctor. then the parents got freaked out and confiscated his PC, but guess what, he stole the parents money and continue his “quests” in CyberCafe.. even till today, i still heard of my friend complaining about his brother on and off.

for goodness sake, people, get your ass off the chair, walk out of the house, get into the sun and get a life..

alright, i’ve decided that from this second onwards,  i’m joining the antiMMORPG camp, who’s with me?

Now Listening: Audioslave - I Am The Highway

was talking to a friend just now about some of the people i’m seeing right now. and i suddenly got all emo, damn…

not only the friend just now, but people around me are saying that i am looking for another her and that i still couldn’t let go of her and i still live in the past where she’s still around. no, from the moment she said she don’t love me anymore, my heart’s already dead, or rather, part of me was dead already, that’s because she was a part of me. honestly, i’ve already let it go from that moment on. well, sometimes, i still mention about the past and about her, it’s not that i can’t forget and all, it’s because that’s a part of my memory which i know it will live with me for the rest of my life, and perhaps, that portion of the memory was way too long… long enough to have taken 1/10 of my lifetime if i could lived a century.

no matter how much i am against comparing person to person, but i guess i’m still only a human afterall, somehow, i just couldn’t stop myself from comparing someone else and her when comparison can obviously be made, and i think most of the peeps are right, i compared too much, and the way i weighed her is way too much. so much that it seems i have taken her as a blueprint to look for the next person. without doubt, simply because she was the one i have been searching all the while.

there are also people around me asked this very question all along: it’s very obvious that the way she handled it was wrong, you knew it and she never denied it, so why were you defending her? even now! you know you’re the fucking victim in the whole case, don’t you?

have i?

you tell me..

but it’s almost certain that i’m not that generous or forgiveful, perhaps it’s simply because i’m already too used to the fact that she’s been under my arms all the while. there were times that i swore to heaven and earth i will never let anything hurt her, so i guess i can blame sub-conscious for this.

afterall, she really was part of me, and i guess the wound of tearing a person into 2 pieces can never recover, can it?

Please tell me i’m wrong.

Now Listening: John Mayer - I’m Gonna Find Another You