I just realized i’ve been keeping this very bad habit of mine for almost 8 years now…
i guess both of my lungs should be charcoal black by now..
i tried to quit not once, not twice but thrice.. but well, it’s very obvious that i didn’t have enough determination to suceed, i guess it’s the self discipline issue again. All this while, i’ve been struggling with very serious self discipline issue.
Puffs puffs puffs, when can i call it a stop while i’m puffing away even at this moment writing this entry??
damn..
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August 27th, 2007 at 7:54 am - Edit
do you or do you not agree that men are allowed to smoke while women are not?
August 27th, 2007 at 7:58 am - Edit
not bad not bad, i’m from kuen cheng, my parents said english is the international language, so gotta learn. however, my malay sucks. hm… i would like to drop you an email…but then, you will know my email add then, so… i’ll just chat with you first ^^
getting ready to work while watching “the L word”, heard of it? i love it ~***
have a nicey nicey day (”,)
August 27th, 2007 at 2:02 pm - Edit
since when there’s such thing as smoking restricting for either gender? fyi, i have a handful of friends from both genders who are all smokers.
so you’re from KuenCheng, doesn’t matter it’s primary or secondary because it starts to make me quite curious now, wondering would you actually be someone whom i know of. haha..
English is just a widely accepted mode of communication as it is understood by most nations and people, you don’t really need to survive with it, however, it’s an added bonus to whatever language you’ve already known.. yeah, heard of that TV series, unfortunately i haven’t been touching series for quite some times already bcoz i’m crazy over series, once you get me started, you can’t make me stop
you have a nice day too
August 27th, 2007 at 11:01 pm - Edit
awesome! finally found someone that agrees with me. most people i know said that girls shouldn’t smoke ’cause it made them look ugly. so…does that mean that guys looks better if they smoke? i mean, both men and women are human. we are all people with the same organs true? oh! i can get so pissed sometimes when people don’t ‘allow’ me to smoke.
hm…i’m kuen cheng 1. but i got a feeling you’re elder than me… i just got my ‘key’ to the adult world this year.. you?
what’s fyi?
you can really write a LOT… already two ‘essays’ now… but one of them really caught my attention - “i see, so you slept around?” interesting… gonna check it out now..
August 28th, 2007 at 2:47 am - Edit
noone shall prohibit you from smoking, i would hand you a stick if i happened to see you, i’m a bad influence
however, like i said, you should know the consequences of everything you’re doing. honestly, i don’t mind a lady friend who smoke, but i prefer a wife who doesn’t, for the baby sake. ok, i might be contradicting myself, but i think you understand what nicotine can do to an unborn infant.
i was from KC2, but i’m way elder… i was already in my first year of secondary school when you just entered primary
anyway, fyi = For Your Info, and because i’m a boring person, all i do is work, write, sleep, eat, puffs, that’s why i write a LOT
September 11th, 2007 at 10:56 am - Edit
hi… how are you?
i abso-f***ing-lutely agree with you. i don’t understand how can some mother smoke in front of their children. i know i wouldn’t. but when i smoke in a smoking area, i do not hope to see those parents bring their children there. because, firstly, they are disturbing me (both the parents and children), second, i don’t want the poor child to end up like me, smoking is my worst habit!
did i told you my age? how you know that we never met in kuen cheng? age gap is not a problem to me, unless it is to you? as long as we have something in common, we can always chat, right? or should i call you uncle to show respect?
what do you work as (did i asked before?) are you a journalist/ writer/ author?
honestly, am i asking too much? because i’m hoping you can be someone i can talk to without myself feeling self-concious…
have a fabulous day!
September 11th, 2007 at 12:52 pm - Edit
Hi, welcome back, i thought my contents bored you coz i haven’t seen you in a while.
well, doesn’t really matter what’s your age, as long as we have common interest and common topics, it’s more than enough to initiate a conversation. haha.. please don’t ever call me uncle, i’m very young at heart, in fact, so young ppl would think i’m still a teenager. but i hope the “something in common” you mentioned isn’t puffing away
i’m working as an Account Executive in a small Ads and Events Agency. i’m no professional journalist/ writer/ author, but have been writing for years, both in English and Chinese.
have i told you i was actually checking my comments notice everyday ? no worries about asking too much, because i love to ask as well. just talk to me
you have a fabulous day too.
p/s: don’t go MIA just like that, if you’re out of town, drop me a msg
September 13th, 2007 at 9:51 pm - Edit
sweet… what’s MIA??? i’m a sucker for these ‘words’. I thought MIA is a singer? it is also the name of a college in wangsa maju.. Malaysia Institute of Art. i’m so sorry but yeah, your content did bored me a little, a bit too patriotic.
i’m working as a sales girl in mid valley now (what i’m trying to say is i’m tired of standing everyday but i need these working experience because i’m studying fashion design. so, i will only come online if the wireless thing is still on, or i’ll go to bed straight) can’t wait for class to start!
i apologised for not chatting with you for a while because i thought it’s kinda a ‘crap’ i’m doing this with you since we haven’t meet each other, but then again, you’re nice to talk to and i need someone to talk to! if i have a chance to do survey and research, i will interview personally the people who work in shops, i think many will end up with ‘psychiatric’ diseases? i feel a little like a dumb these days because i eat, drive, and do almost everything by myself…if you get what i mean…
one question : do we (not just you and me) have to play games to make a relationship work? for example, girls need to ‘jual harga’ a bit so that guys will think that they’re too eager, and guys will act macho and some shit so that girls will fall for them. agree? disagree and why?
tomorrow it’s friday!! yay yay ^^
September 14th, 2007 at 4:35 am - Edit
MIA = Missing In Action
i see so that’s the reason you’ve been missing, that’s ok, take good rest then, where do you take your course anyway? fashion design is a very interesting field. i always enjoy going to fashion shows. and i seriously think Malaysia need more professional in this line.. cause i guess our fashion is way too lagging behind the rest. and i guess youngsters nowadays really need some fashion advice.
errmm…. don’t really get what you mean, what you mean you’re doing almost everything by yourself? where’s your social circle? where are your friends? what do you do over the weekends? work place have colleagues, isn’t it? anyway, sometimes it’s good to be alone too
at least for me, it is, because it triggers me to use my brain 
as for your question: i’ve put them into an article, read it here
p/s: oh shit it’s friday again!!
September 14th, 2007 at 5:56 pm - Edit
can we exchange email add?
September 14th, 2007 at 7:40 pm - Edit
that’s a definite answer isn’t it?
of course we can, how could i reject my dear reader ?
drop me an email at ken [at] ximplicity.net, i’ll reply you from there, k?
looking forward for your mail