Sorry i’ve been missing in action long enough until i think i’ve lost all my readers..
anyway, i’ve been living a very hectic life ever since the beginning of June, and it’s been killing me.
things just piled up if you leave it there for a day..
just 1 day ago, i was still all contented and positive about what’s lying ahead
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however, when things start to pick up, when people giving good responses and me being all energized up..
fate decided to play a little joke on me.
received a call from a buddy about an opportunity with very tempting reward.
it came at the right time though, when i was at my worst condition, financially.
it didn’t come at the right time, since it put me onto the toughest crossroad i’ve ever come about.
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should i give in to reality on the expense of what i finally long for?
i hope i’ve made the right decision as it affects not only me, but someone else who is counting on me for a better tomorrow..
and i certainly hope what i’m going through tomorrow is going to worth all the anxious and insomnia i’m going through right now..
perhaps pat was right, “Gamble is a game you need to have money to play with, if you’re running out of ammo, then you’ve no choice. the answer is obvious”
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decision is always difficult to make, but it has to be made.
and the moment of truth will be 12 hours from now.
i’ve chosen to give in to reality, because it had been hitting me hard enough.
moreover, i’m no longer living life alone, sense of commitment has driven and is driving me crazy.
because i have made a promise i must keep.
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let’s hope for the best tomorrow…
if it goes well, life, will be very different.
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